I want to dance in the rain,

let the water wash away the hurt I contain.

  Free me from my pain and sorrow,

lead me towards a better tomorrow.

  So tired of failing and tired of crying,

outside I'm happy- inside I'm dying.

   Desires to follow the narrow path and let the Lord lead my life,

want to give up this broad path- find a way to get away from this strife.

  It's illusions of happiness and peace has brought me nothing but

  pain,

I'm covered in failures and hide by shame.

  To fail myself- I've done that many days,

to trust in God- I have to find my inner faith.

  It's hard a lot because I feel so alone,

feelings I harbor- I'm sure God wouldn't condone.

  Trying to understand the Bible so I won't set myself up for more

   failure or pain,

I want to be free from my past and find the trust and faith I know I contain.