Finding Myself

Finding Myself; Who am I?

a mother, a lover, a sinner, a saint, why?

A Mother...

God Blessed me with my children,

I love them...no matter what, no matter why, no matter when...

Their smiles will take away the worst stresses around,

their hugs and kisses will make my life seem sound.

A Lover...

God Blessed me with the gift of love,

I love all people...no matter what...

I have those that I once harbored hate for, but forgive and ye shall be forgivven...

Needless to say; I have forgivven and I am forgivven myself...no matter what price I paid for the others sins.

A Sinner...

Let's see...a sinner....I have my boys...I have my life...I have them all in sin,

as I only married my oldest son's father and children without marriage isn't God's way;however, I feel as if I am still in.

I know that God understands myself and the positions I have been in,

I feel that he forgives me of my sins.

A Saint...

I worship my Lord...with love like no other,

he is more than one could imagine him being in my life...he gave me the joy of being a Mother!

I worship my Lord...with every breath that I breathe,

He blessed my life with Love...By giving me my children, he helped give love back to me. 

I Love My Life...Yes, I have stresses and struggles as everyone else; however, the smile of my boys every morning...the laughter throughout the days.....Everything has been worth it; the heartaches, the pain, and the happiness.  My Children mean more to me than anyone could ever imagine!  I might not be the perfect mother, I might have a past that lingers...however; I love my children and I love my Lord.  I love my privlage that God gave to me when he granted me that privlage to be a Mother and I will treat it as such no matter what!  My boys are my world

Last thing to say....Praise You Lord!